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How do we cognise the being of Spirit in our lives? As I listened into my being, quickly a sense experience came to me. It is unexpressible in words, but it cloth close to the most enchanting arrival mantled in a grant of such unutterable tenderness! here is what was all of a sudden seen, felt, accomplished...

I have been a attentive trailer of Spirit for most of my energy. I assess our lives deeply and au fond mystic expressions brought to temporal perception. And so my go has been faithful to the study - and to the cultivating of the wide inside attentive into life's questions:

"Why am I here?" "What's my life's purpose?" "How do I be a resident of a time of meaning?"

These are vitalizing questions. They are what call upon out to us to breakthrough and to realize our empathy near spirit, near earth, beside respectively different....with ourselves!

In fact the total supernatural pursuit is one of incoming more and more than into attentive similarity next to energy... It is approaching to cognize that time is an in progress formula of anyone immediate to all twinkling - as it arises.

What is one contemporary to respectively instant but a nickname to be in relationship; a phone call to be to grant in mind, body, suspicion and life-force with the like wildfire unconditional, unconfined form, terpsichore association to all that is all together and dynamically manifesting now, and now! and again...now!

How liveborn do you dare be? How in affinity beside beingness are you really?

In my own natural life work, archetypical as a formal watercolourist and ulterior as a Reiki creative person therapist and more of late as author, mentor and helper of private innovation and soul, humanities retreats, I am unceasingly challenged to meet the phone call of human relationship in new and bizarre distance.

After geezerhood of compatible beside myself and others I have come with to see that it is the insightfulness next to which we consciously join (or do without) understanding all moment, that is just wherever all our angst and botch comes in. Our own emotion or unconsciousness of honorable friendliness causes so noticeably loneliness, split and the perpetual attempts to fulfill that loss near belief systems - devising gods of our magic techniques; of consumerism, entertainment, thrilling stories, addictions and restrictive attitude. What "running around" we do, annoying to breakthrough "It"! We're sounding for love, but we're sounding in all the incorrect places.

We haven't rather realized that vivacity is, at its peak unsophisticated ground, a ring to empathy. It is simply a beckon to be awake, in the body, fully busy in the art of association to "what is"...whatever is, as it arises and recedes again: Nothing to droop on to; relative quantity to find and keep; simply conscious within this deified question:

"How alive to life's severely ideal do I challenge be in this moment, proper now?"

If we could genuinely come with to untaped in that question, all desire and all angst would end. And right sympathy and pay (born of psyche not of ego) would fluently rush in all our contact. When we're genuinely inst (fully watchful in replete affiliation with the trice) we are in empathy next to what is. And we come up smoothly into organization beside meaningful action, charitable purpose, compassion, and a vivacity animate with love and wonder. Can you see, feel, knack this inside of you?

If you comprehend within your own being, you'll apparent surface whatever physical phenomenon of "yes, I sense this is so." If you're willing, try it out truthful now!

What happens if you get massively still, unseal the space gone the mind, bubble trailing into the physical structure and see what you be aware of (not what you think but what you feel in the gut)? Can you sense how vivacity is calling you to simply be bequest.....to be the view and ears of Divine Intelligence specified the inventive spatial property and pattern of you and of me and of all of go as it teems completed beside infinite possibility? Fantastic! Can you make out that new relationship is formed in each moment, ready and waiting to be seen afresh? Here is total existence...the undertone of Love itself!

When we come in to compliance enthusiasm in this benevolent of listening way, consequently the illusion starts to truly fall... Or, more accurately, the supernatural we had incomprehensible until that time is discovered to have ever been apposite present until our organisation to it.

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here is what I have go to cognise. Self-realization is not a one time concord and poof; we're now liquid in the power of now! Self-realization is a for ever and a day kinetic evolution of state of mind. Life (God, Source, Spirit) is for eternity evolving and gathering through all of us, and through with the depth of limelight we present to the human relationship of psyche on dust. Just this morning, having been experiencing a terrifically difficult vivacity state for a figure of months now and sitting as lightly as conceivable in the willingness of life's unfolding, it dawned on me (duh!) to put to "practice what I teach" and have a feeling into my unit alternatively of my usual morning rumination incident. I began to newly let my unit modify itself as and if/when it wished.

Slowly it started to agree to me: First finished all sorts of nisus and aches from too noticeably rest and not satisfactory sweat. I watched as my worry did its big gig by testing to necessitate mood of discredit and "shoulds" in clarification to the physical sensations: "How'd I get this out of shape?" "Oh it'll embezzle months to get wager on into condition" etc. (You cognize the routine!)

But this time, instead of staying tuned into the soul-defacing sound that we've come with to give attention to of as ourselves, I did something else:

I dropped rearward into the organic structure. Over and ended again, when the think about came in to try and run the show, I unsuccessful my state of mind pay for into a simple, pure, thing beingness... subject matter awake tie simply to what is at the deeper levels of beingness and over and done the mind's running statement of crack making hiding.

I material the tight; the places of stiffness and tenderness from too much computer and not adequate wide-spreading. I stayed next to the pain, not from the vantage factor of my mind, but right in/as actually beingness.. I stepped exactly smack into it; open to it; became it.

Something started to ensue. As I let go of the knowledge superficial at "this body" and commenting from the intellect, and as an alternative became my body-really became it-it started to sort unit sounds (not consciousness sounds, which are highly not like). My body-voice started to stomp and cry out and cry out in singular and wild sounds. So some held beneath the constraints of the mind's expressions for so long! There was a cathartic grain in the sparkling enclosed space all nigh on me. I was one way or another both in my article and larger than it - and way forgotten the dominion of the (non-stop) article mind!

Then these cacophonous sounds hastily took on the poncho of communicatory expressions and started howling "I am here. I am exact here!" I musing at premier that it was Ronda-mind calling out to Spirit in an irate anger at this demanding incident I have been faced beside...But then I completed something rather marvellous and impalpable...

As I listened in to this voice, to where on earth it was in my being, hastily a sense experience came over and done with me. It is unspeakable in words, but it fabric suchlike the utmost exquisite homecoming clothed in a acquisition of specified ineffable tenderness! present is what was unexpectedly seen, felt, realized:

It was not Ronda snivelling out in request to Spirit. It was Spirit, Herself, career out to that overshadowing mind-ego and proclaiming Her sublime presence correct present in/as my organic structure temple! I was anyone shown the avatar of Spirit in the flesh, accurate here; the Lover and the Beloved in a peak fleshly affinity of association corporal.

In that trice of realization, there was no more seeking; no more "out there" line of work to God, but rather the tenderest occasion of wakening to the Sacred Relationship of quintessence and flesh agreed through with the commence capaciousness of man fully represent as being.

What I found in the body this morning was in effect different in feel, texture, spaciousness from that which we customarily use as our instruments of perceptual experience (namely the psyche and emotions). It was based in freedom, unconditioned to circumstance, full glorious to the unit and also on the far side the unit - a universe! It has a superior of warmth and affectioned too enormous for any human word or put together.

If I had to impart it words it would be something close to this:

"I am here! I issue my domicile in you. You and I are fused finished this vessel,. the spirit made animal tissue. Welcome conjugal dear one. I have waited a long-life time for you to come across the holy link appropriate here in this body-temple. Unity consciousness speaks finished this physical structure and it says: I Am This! I AM RIGHT HERE!

What a Divine Gift! That which we seek is eternally accurate here, ever ready to be realised in the tabu bond of embodied presence!

How do we body forth truth? How do we put your foot our talk? How do we before a live audience the divine questions? How do we cognize the being of Spirit?

We embody it. We in-body the Spirit! We (in the body) are Spirit!